I’m trying so hard to act nonchalant about this whole “romance,” but it’s actually killing me to think that the person you are is everything I have ever wanted in a man. It’s killing me to think that you’re with the wrong person right now, and probably thinking of me too. But, I couldn’t be that guy more so than I had already been. Thank you though, for showing me that I’m worthy of a love that is more than what I believed I deserved. That I can actually mean something.